So in brief, life is quite challenging at the moment. I started a new job in January this year and I'm not really enjoying it as much as I was, purely because of certain attitudes of a few people I work closely with. My team are brilliant, except for one of them who does not work half as hard as I do... This goes unnoticed.
When I was looking for a new job last year I told myself anything would do, this job seemed ideal as we lived in the same town as it was based in, and I thought I would be more creative out of work hours if I wasn't trying to create designs etc. 5 days a week.
Now I'm struggling as everyday is full if the same mundane tasks, I have no passion for what I do and every morning it seems more difficult to get out of bed than the previous day.
I'm sure a lot of people would say that I am lucky, at least I have a job, and I couldn't agree more. I'm just very dissatisfied at the moment with my career, mainly because it isn't one.
I would love to start my own interior design business but from what I believe , the start up costs and outgoings to begin with could leave me in a large amount of debt if things don't work out. I'll keep pondering and maybe do some research, will update you when I decide which path to choose.